I reflected back on how much my life has changed as I was getting my daughter ready for her first day of preschool.
Her first assignment was to bring two photos — one as a baby and one as she is now. I can’t believe how much she’s changed! It’s also hard to believe I’ve survived so far — especially since we also have a son who’s almost 2.
With all this reminiscing, I was amazed by how much my life and priorities have changed in four short, albeit quick years.
Instead of thinking of myself, I now have two little ones who get top billing — and they should. My children are the center of our world, and our lives and priorities revolve around them.
For example, a late night out is now 10 o’clock. Early mornings are a given. Christmas has never been more fun, and the woodworking tools my husband used to use are now silent.
Going to the park or for a walk are now preferred family activities.
Am I complaining? Certainly not! I wouldn’t change my life for anything. But when you consider how your life has changed, you realize how fast time goes and how constant change is.
Time flies, and I swear it just keeps going faster and faster.
Getting ready to send my daughter to preschool made me think about when I went to kindergarten in Fertile. Ah, the good old days.
Recess seemed to last for hours and my biggest worry was what color crayons I was going to use for my next piece of artwork.
I’m excited for my little girl and all the adventures she has waiting for her, but I’m also tempted to hold her tight and never let her go.
I remember my mom always telling me, “I just want you to always be happy.”
At the time, I didn’t give much thought to the meaning behind that simple statement, but I get it now.
All I want is for my little girl to be happy — all the time — forever. I know it’s not realistic, but I fear the first time my daughter gets her heart broken.
I want to protect her and keep her close, but life is about change. It’s about growing and learning. It’s about letting go and watching from the side as she makes her way through life.
What I have learned this past week is that I need to treasure the time I have with her now and brace for all the changes that come.
Parents of teenagers often tell me (with an evil laugh) that the best is yet to come.
And as fast as time goes, it will be here in no time.





